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He sometimes wishes he had done more. But he realizes too, that if he had done more, he would have regretted doing more. He also realizes that, even if he had done more, there would still be more that he wouldn’t have done, and so he still would have, sometimes, wished he had done more.
She too wishes at times that he had done more. Most of the time, she is thankful, like him, that he hadn't done more, because there’s less for her to regret since he hadn't done more. But she sometimes wishes he had done more, for the same reasons he sometimes wishes he had done more, but other times, she wishes he had done more for different reasons; she thinks to herself, If he had done more, she would have had more reasons to blame him, she’d have felt more justified in hating him, she wouldn’t have wondered if anything was her fault; she wouldn't be wishing he had done more, and she wouldn’t think herself mad for still wishing he had done more.

[Edited on 26-04-2023. Posted on Instagram.]