When she thought of it, which she tried not to, but when she did think of it, she scared herself. She knew she wanted him now just as much as she had wanted him then, and she wondered, if back then she had been who she was now, how much bolder she would have been. How she would have pursued him. How many wrongs she'd have done. And if it had been with the easier technologies available to them today, what she could have done! She feared herself and the possibilities within her that no one else could see, the possibilities that were hers alone to fantasize.
[Edit: 16-9-2022]
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